Oops, it appears I accidentally deleted the first post...here's to hoping I can rewrite enough to carry my point again.
Today is solstice, so I am having my own personal celebration. No deities, no ceremony, just reflecting on light & dark, makng a hearty winter meal with candles all around as I'm sure apartment management would frown upon a bonfire on the back lot.
Very significant for me this year, as I feel like I am emerging from a dark period in my life. Heading into this new year, I'm more hopeful, balanced and open than I have been in a lng time. I would not exchange that dark phase though, for I am much stronger now and uderstand my self more.
It's only been about month since I feel so re-centered, but I'm enjoying the newfound peace.
Something after death... a life left behind, rebirth of self. A new chance to continue the journey with increased appreciation, grace, sense of what is deeply important. Death does not limit itself to our physical form, to blood pulsing through our veins and hearts beating to unique rhythm...death and rebirth can be a conscious decision, to remove the thorns of past traumas and discover life again.
Saturday, December 21, 2013
Sunday, December 8, 2013
Day 341 - small victories
Between the fasting, eating better/less often, and working out this past month, I've lost a pant size. Awesomeness!
Monday, December 2, 2013
Day 335 - fasting
For the last 3 weeks, I've been fasting for a day with a friend - well, more like 36 hours, but who's counting. It's been challenging, but I'm enjoying the results. I'm much more aware of what I'm putting into my body, the reactions I have from certain things when I do eat, and decreased cravings for junk I know I shouldn't consume.
I feel like I'm giving my body a chance to recuperate, to clear out toxins and heal itself. This seems like such a lost concept now, that our bodies can heal themselves to certain extents, and that when we do eat, food can be wonderful medicine. I'm not a fan of taking a pill for everything, how every little quirk or flux away from a 'normal' lifestyle is now labeled a disease or medical condition.
I usually feel refreshed the next day, with more energy and a clearer mind. There's a peace that comes too - I've also been meditating to help me be less of an angsty stress ball. In need of a bit more balance in my life, this path feels right for me.
After the holiday last week and poor food/drink choices over the weekend, my body is screaming for a break. No complaints though, it was a wonderful weekend!
I feel like I'm giving my body a chance to recuperate, to clear out toxins and heal itself. This seems like such a lost concept now, that our bodies can heal themselves to certain extents, and that when we do eat, food can be wonderful medicine. I'm not a fan of taking a pill for everything, how every little quirk or flux away from a 'normal' lifestyle is now labeled a disease or medical condition.
I usually feel refreshed the next day, with more energy and a clearer mind. There's a peace that comes too - I've also been meditating to help me be less of an angsty stress ball. In need of a bit more balance in my life, this path feels right for me.
After the holiday last week and poor food/drink choices over the weekend, my body is screaming for a break. No complaints though, it was a wonderful weekend!
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