I had every intention of making this a stellar kickoff month to a new lifestyle - eating very clean, no alcohol at all and working out like crazy. If only intention = action or follow through, because yet again I've not followed through with my plans. Bummer.
Disappointing, yes, but I can't dwell on that, just need to screw my head back on straight, get back up and go after this again. I'll get there...at some point...
Something after death... a life left behind, rebirth of self. A new chance to continue the journey with increased appreciation, grace, sense of what is deeply important. Death does not limit itself to our physical form, to blood pulsing through our veins and hearts beating to unique rhythm...death and rebirth can be a conscious decision, to remove the thorns of past traumas and discover life again.
Sunday, September 22, 2013
Wednesday, September 4, 2013
Day 246 - Challenge
I've decided to do a modified paleo challenge over the next month to try to get my measurements going in the right direction (down). I was very bummed this weekend to realize physically things are worse than when I left STL. I really wanted to roll around on the floor crying, but tantrums won't solve anything.
Limited dairy, limited whole grains, no alcohol, mostly fruit, veggies & lean protein. Stepping up the workouts at the the same time : aiming for 2 a days as often os possible but at least on the days i can workout at lunch. Managed my first 2 a day today!!
If i don't see progress after this month, not sure what else I can do...hate that being healthy/in shape is such a challenge for me.
Limited dairy, limited whole grains, no alcohol, mostly fruit, veggies & lean protein. Stepping up the workouts at the the same time : aiming for 2 a days as often os possible but at least on the days i can workout at lunch. Managed my first 2 a day today!!
If i don't see progress after this month, not sure what else I can do...hate that being healthy/in shape is such a challenge for me.
Monday, September 2, 2013
Day 244 - time warp
Occured to me today that year one is nearly 2/3 over and I've alot to do from my list. Part of me wishes time would slow down a little so I can do more, but the other part wants to fast forward another whole year to when I have new goals in mind.
And yes, I did take a step to the right as I started writing...your welcome for getting that song stuck in your head!
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