Fail!!

I think it goes without saying, I've not done well with the whole work/life balance, failing to dedicate time to this, and me. Considering starting over after my family visit next week.

Day 31 already

Heart aches for families involved in the latest tragedy...helplessness, fear, despair..losing a loved one so violently,  No true reason why...eats at me everyday..wish I could tear my heart, emotions out and forget...

Day 25

Heard a couple people ask if today - 121212 - was the end of the world. Mathematical anomaly, yes..end of the world, no.

Mayans, your up! Y2kers, millennial freaks...bring it, you've got nothing on zombie apocalypse.

Day 24

Who in their right mind starts a project like this, knowing the first month would coincide with possibly the busiest work load ever?! Apparently THIS idiot, that's who! Almost over with these 2 phases at work, then onto holidays with family, then hitting this head on.

With all this overtime, I've debated being a grown up and paying things down & saving....or a new tattoo. Tattoos are a good test of endurance, right? Pain threshold and all that?? As tempted as I am, think I will take the middle road....found shooting lessons for half the price of my tattoo. Seems like a practical compromise. Be warned, I will have a c&c within a few weeks.

Day 19

One of the few coworkers I would look for if the dead start traipsing around thought I should start my weapons training small. Well, at least someone is getting prepared...maybe my Doozer can join the team!

Day 14...I think

Very, very long week...the usual sedentary week at work was replaced with multiple 12+ hour days in a row. Endurance test, with less adrenaline than fleeing on foot for your life, surely. Feel like my feet are about to fall off, and my mind is so spent I couldn't keep straight what floor I was on or going to.

On the bright side, I had forgotten one of my coworkers is also a police officer, familiar with all the local shooting ranges. My silly blog may have scored me some shooting lessons. All of you should be proud - he asked if I wanted to learn handgun, shotgun or rifle; my reply was any & all. Better to have a grasp on as many recoils, loads, etc as possible.